I started packing to go back to school today and I realized that I'm not ready...Not ready at all!!!

This is my last semester at Hillsdale College...Its hard to believe, thats for sure!  On one hand, it feels like college just started and I should have a few more years before having to make any big decisions like moving into my own place, a career, etc.  Then on the other hand, I'm ready...I've had to deal with so much shit in the past 4years.  A roomie freshman year that made my life hell, a Dean who is constantly telling me to find a church and start believing in god, a housemother for two years who controlled me more than my mom, etc. 

The one great thing about Hillsdale College that I will cherish has to be the people I've met!  I've met some of my best friends at school who have been there for me through the good and the bad.  Shells has been there for me for the entire 4yrs and to know that you have someone that you can always turn to is unbelievable.  It really is remarkable when you can find somebody that you connect with on so many levels-boys, opinions, gossiping, boys...Then there are those few professors who you know you can turn to when you have a problem and who respect your beliefs and don't just try to mold them into theirs--Dr. Blum, Dr. Turner, and Dr. Paas.  If you haven't had a class with one of these men, you're missing out!! 

There have been several times that I've looked into transferring and have asked myself why I put myself through this over and over again and realize that its the people here that keep me here. 

One last time to register and deal with those rude people who drive me insane.  Its just too bad that when they finally get to registering online, I won't be around to see it!!  Bleh!

Alright, I better'd go finish up my laundry.  I'm still not sure when I'm going back to school but I do want to have a day or two to just get used to being back there and not having a 3rd roomie...I'll most likely update then!

I hope everyone had a great Christmas and a wonderful break!!